♲ Line,losing line ♲

"Line, losing line" is a performative Audio Walk in the attempt to respond to a series of sketches by the late Clara Berger. Considering strategies to perform an archive, I am approaching the line as an architecture of memories, containing lived experiences and perspectives, materialised both in the immense body of work Clara left behind, such as within the immaterial, yet concrete after effect when encountering her work in her absence. Clara, who suffered dementia made me consider wether memory may (strive) to extend beyond the limited lifetime spent on earth, or if, perhaps it can be approached as a tissue, interfering within encounters of past, present or future, co inhabiting spaces, after having permanently moved out from who or what is considered "alive". In this context I look at ideas of auto consumption and auto creation as an integral aspect of life, death and art ♲ artist.

As initiation point for this research I selected drawings of bog bodies, made by Clara in the 80s and playground for this performative experiment is the sourounding landscape of Oldenaller, Claras home and atelier.

Endless Gratitude to Wim and Clara and Fransien.

Dedicated to my beloved Sophia.

video stills by Ester Eva Damen

DRAWINGS Clara Berger

PERFORMANCE,CONCEPT, DEVELOPMENT Toni Steffens

SOUND COMPOSITION Toni Steffens

SOUND SOURCES "enough", Brian Eno&Fred...again, Buchla concerts,Suzanne Ciani,

Free sound archive, artists in order of appearance: Hitrison, VKProduction, MATRIXXX_, Michaelvelo, fractanimal, lukabea

TEXTS Toni Steffens

DOCUMENTATION Eva Esther Damen

PRODUCTION AND COMISSION : Fransien van der Putt, Wim Berger

There are more than 50 subspecies of the Australian jumping spider. Each one of them has their own unique dance routing, performed by the male spider under the judgmental eyes of its female chosen one. The female assesses the dancer and chooses to be either mounted, simply walks away with disinterest, or kills and eats the male dancing lover. At times, she even chooses for a combination of those scenarios. It is assumed that the dancing behaviour is genetically hardwired, rather than “learned”, making the jumping spider a natural born dancer. Certain studies show that female spiders of the jumping spider species Portia however also dance. They do so not in order to seduce their potential mates, but instead mimic the males dancing routine, to protect their nest or wear off other spiders. So while the male spider pursues dancing as a flamboyant act of seduction, with the hope to inseminate the female at the risk of life, the female spider learns, masters and even perfects the males dance routines, using improvisation and trick movements, like unexpected pauses in the routine to ensure her peace of mind, her own life and/or that of her offspring. Wether for war fare or intercourse, dancing comes into play as a decisive moment in a spiders life. A tool, a weapon, a communicator, a trickery and a mastery. While the male spider dancing its courtship dance has been plentiful documented, the female spiders dancing behaviour and how it came to do so is still subject to debate. May it be perhaps, that the female spider is the ultimate dancer in disguise? Is it not her who has the final saying over the life and death performance of her potential lover? And isn’t it though her perfecting the choreographic steps, enabling her to protect her own offspring, that she is elevated into being ultimate judge over wether his hardwired dance that she’s ought to pass on to the following generation, is even worthy enough of her own craftsmanship, and the way how she reverse engineered his dance moves to turn them from a flirt into a fight?

UNder armour

♲ Line,losing line ♲

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Movement

delineations

Unfamiliarities

PAST-Present-future

JUNE 11-14 : PLANETARY POETICS / SANDBERG GRADUATION SHOW AT FRAMER FRAMED AMSTERDAM, HEART BREAK RADIO, 12TH OF JUNE, 5PM, 13TH OF JUNE 1;30PM, PERFORMANCE UNDER ARMOUR, 13TH OF JUNE 6PM, 14 OF JUNE 4PM
SEPTEMBER 14: In collaboration with TONI BRELL at Kunstfort bij Vijfhuizen, Performance at 4:15pm, Finissage Toen de dieren nog spraken
SEPTEMBER 20: BROKEN HEART DANCES, WORKSHOP DURING RE-NATURE FESTIVAL/ GRIEF SPACES, 2PM, FULL INFO: https://re-nature.org/
September + October 2025 : teaching movement research at the university for applied sciences, Osnabrück, BA theatre pedagogy
NOVEMBER 2025 : TEACHING MOVEMENT RESEARCH AT SNDO AMSTERDAM, BA CHOREOGRAPHY
DECEMBER 2025 : CREATION TOGETHER THE WITH 2ND AND 3RD YEAR STUDENTS OF SNDO, AMSTERDAM IN COLLABORATION WITH CHOREOGRAPHER ELISA ZUPPINI